I'm Going to Have Fun!

Here I sit in the airport in at Toronto, waiting to board my flight to London later this afternoon. As excited as I am about my trip, or as excited as I should be, there are still knots in my stomach for leaving in the middle of such an uproar. One of Amber’s friend’s older brothers was murdered last Saturday night, Jimmy Stanley and the family lives right behind us on Sunnydale. The funeral is this afternoon and I was not able to attend since I was on my way in here. Amber went to the funeral this afternoon, so I’m going to call her soon to find out how it went.

So there is my heavy heart, trying to enjoy my first true vacation ever, and feeling very guilty for leaving Amber amidst all this. However, this is my travel journal and don’t want to dwell on it all. I’m going to have FUN! Now I’m off to phone Amber and wander the terminal until they begin boarding at 5:30pm.